nobody will know this existing blog , except me . cuz i doubt pple will look for my blog .
anyway , another $2000 more and i can have my braces ! and i will be able to smile beautifully !
but something for sure is tt i need to undergo a dental surgery ! sad ! y does this unfortunate thing happened to me ?!
nrv mind ! must stay optimistic ! who r what u do !

is trying to be serious in life .
even though my brain told me to be serious , but my heart is not following wat my brain says
shouldn't brain be in controlled of all human's organ but y isnt my heart obeying at all ?

the exterior of me is telling people tt i am fine , okay ... even heard of positive comments from people but they nrv know how empty my heart is ....just like 2 years ago ...
伤痕累累的走，伤痕累累的回来。。。

someone ever told me tt till now she doesnt even know wat kind of person i am
i didnt give her my reply ,cuz i myself dont even know who i am

am i being too "casual" in life or simply dont give a damn ?

who will give me the ans ?

the only reason that i undeleted this blog is because i have forgotten my friends' blog link . so to save much troubles ..... i reopen it again and just clik if i wanted to stalked my friends ...hehex. will i be blogging again ? haha ... i just did one now . lols
i am Little Miss Fickle !