is trying to be serious in life .
even though my brain told me to be serious , but my heart is not following wat my brain says
shouldn't brain be in controlled of all human's organ but y isnt my heart obeying at all ?

the exterior of me is telling people tt i am fine , okay ... even heard of positive comments from people but they nrv know how empty my heart is ....just like 2 years ago ...
伤痕累累的走，伤痕累累的回来。。。

someone ever told me tt till now she doesnt even know wat kind of person i am
i didnt give her my reply ,cuz i myself dont even know who i am

am i being too "casual" in life or simply dont give a damn ?

who will give me the ans ?